Today is one of those days when I feel like I am the ugliest person alive on this earth. I don't see beauty at all looking at my face or my body. All I see is things I wish didn't exsist. My scalp is so so so so dry it falls of little pieces from my hair. It doesn't look very fresh. Looks like if I have dandruff even though I don't. I mean people always assume you have dandruff even though it's just dry, which is quite annoying.
Then I have zits on my entire forehead, they aren't huge or anything. They are just small pesty icky things. That I really do not want there. They are on my neck to, on my back and on my chest. Ick!! I think that's the most un attractive thing ever. To have zits anywhere is icky. I don't want to look like this at my wedding, Ugh! I have to stop eat anything that's unhealthy. Try to not eat any sugar. And have my hair up in a ponytail so the skin on my back don't get covered up, causing me to get more zits. Thank God I am having my hair down at the wedding.
You feel very unattractive with zits in places like your chest. They are not suppose to be there!!! I don't know what to do about them there. It's not like I can walk around with out a shirt or a bra.

Then there is the normal thing mos people think about one day or another. The little extra fat on you tummy or butt. On your hips or thighs. I am really gonna try my best to get rid of it. I want to looks nice at the wedding. I mean pictures and stuf will be saved forever.

Well well im am not gonna dwell on this any longer. Or perhaps a little longer. Then I have to do something about it.

Hugs!