Sunday, January 04, 2009

Natural way of expressing myself

I'm happy i finally decided to start a blog. I've been thinking about it for awhile now. Writing as always been a natural way of expressing myself. If something has happend or i'm going through something, it's easier for me to write about it, than to talk about it. It's been that way since I was little. If I did something I shouldn't have done and my parents got upset with me, I always wrote a long letter to them, explaining how sorry I was.

The main reason I like writing more than talking about issues, is that I hate confrontations. I just can't handle them very good. I hate knowing a person got hurt by something I said or did. That's why I write, then I don't have to see the outcome of my behaviour. It's kind of selfish. But I guess it's away of protecting myself.
I'm getting better at handling confrontations though. My fiance is a very good communicater. He dislike when I won't talk about things. So he's forcing me to, which is very good, otherwise i would never do it. If I could decide I would just rather write him a letter. But I'm guessing our relationship would be that good then. It's important to talk about things.

Thank you Lori for giving me inspiration to start my own blog.
Thank you, Baby for pushing me to talk about things. I love you!

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