Wow I've been so unbelievable tired today. I woke up this morning, not wanting to get out of bed. Just couldn't find the strength to do so. Even though I really had to cause I was going to work, if only for 3 hours. I felt drained in some way. Don't know why. I guess it's been a lot on my mind latley. It seems to get that way when you are planning the most important things for the wedding, working as much as you can at the same time it seems. It can easily stress you out, and it's not really helping that we are going be gone for a month, and when we come back it's only a month til the BIG DAY! Im sure it will be a lot of fun up there, it just kinda adds to the stress.
I don't know how im going to feel up there. I don't really know anyone, I've talked to a few of them, they are very nice. But still the entire youth group in the church we are going to, LOVE Jonathan and that bothers me sometimes. I know it's not from God to be jealous but I just can't help. It just creeps up sometime, and then that is the only thing im thinking about. I've been talking to Jonathan about it, and he always says, Baby you're the one I choose, just hold on to that, you're the one I love. And i'm really trying to do just that, but it's not always easy. But I'm doing my absolute best, cause he will always social, and if don't it's going to drive me bitter. That's something I really don't wanna become.

So to a more positive note, me and Jonathan talked to Ove yesterday. That is the pastor that is going to do our wedding ceremony. It was so much fun, I'm blessed that he wanted to do it. It was a really good talk we had. He said that he was up for anything that we wanted to do. It was GREAT! He said after all it's your wedding, the most important day of your lives. He's such an awesome man, he's funny and very humble. It's going to be a wonderful wedding, we are being very untraditional, which is very fun. Ove thought that was very fun too, that we didn't do exactly what everyone else is. :)
Having Ove to do it's gonna be such a blessing in more than one way. My uncle and his wife, two very important people in my life, is not going to be at our wedding. Which up to the day they left seemed so unreal, but then it dashed ( did i just make that word up?) down on me like a brick wall. Ove did their wedding, so having him do ours is like having a bit of them there. :)

When I lay in my bed an hour ago to read my book I started to think about all the little funny things Christian, my future nephew has said these past weeks. I will share a few of them with you guys. All of them made laugh out loud, he is one funny 3,5 year old.

*Christian was at our house a few days ago. Our dog came up and licked him on his arm i think. He looked at my mom and said; -The dog just licked me, that's quite annoying. (He sounded like an english boy)Everyone in the room bursted out laughing. :)

*Me and Christian were in my room, he said he wanted to climb up on me, by himself. He stood on a chair and put his arms around my neck. He pulled up my shirt and started climbing. I asked christian why he did that, he said Jonathan taught me that. (that really made me laugh). Then he continued, Jonathan taught me when him and me were young. HA HA!

* I lay on the couch and Christian stood up hovering over me. Then after awhile he said, i'm going to pull up your shirt now and look under it. I was like why? Because i like it.

Hope it brightend up your day as it did mine :)

Have a great one!